1 John 4:1Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.
Be Careful of what the Lord has warned of...People of the darkness and the signs of the times. They are very deceitful and manipulative people...I have even been fooled time and time again by a few. They come as light but are devils in disguise. Just as Lucifer 2  Corinthians 11:14 warns that Satan "masquerades as an angel of light," They practice witchery and sorcery; put spells on people through different rituals to obtain what ever they desire.  They pretend they have love in their hearts only to get what they can from others and use people along the way. The people of the end times are truly only lovers of themselves and they will take out anyone who challenges them and their lies. Especially, when they know you know the truth about who they are at their core
The people of the last days are cunning even in their playful ways.  They stop at nothing... no matter who it hurts as long as it benefits them; They take what they can from anyone; from parents, grandparents, children including all of their family, friends, colleagues and nobody or nothing is off limits. It is very sad and they mostly target good hearted people; unwilling and non willing participants fall prey.  They are compulsive liars and have mastered the art of deception. They turn good people away from others; whether they are male or female.  They stop at nothing as long is it benefits them in life and they don't care whom they harm along the way living in a false sense of self. They are like Imps- playful beings that are full of deceit. 
King James Version3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, high minded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,
7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
You  can insert male or female because it can go either way when you read the passages . These are the hearts of the people in the end days that we are to be warned of; for when they are near turn away, because they are not sent from the heavens throne; they are sent by the devil to keep you off purpose for the good Kingdom of Our Loving Father and for his children of the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.... God be with us all in these perilous times... much love from my heart to all of yours....

The last couple of years have been amazing sitting in the silence and only hearing the things I choose to hear. I have sat many times drowning out the echo's of the chaotic noise from past experiences and relationships, The peoples voices that had no baring on who I ever was or meant to be in the life.  I have met some charming people and not so charming to say the least. The best part of sitting in the silence was understanding that the rhythms and tunes that other people played with their instruments; were never supposed to be a part of my dance or my song.
The melodies that I listen to are so beautiful... The beautiful words that are sung, the children's laughter's, The questions from my children asking for my guidance and wisdom. I love hearing the voices of my children; that remind me daily what it was all for. I watch my youngest daughter chasing her dreams and making a difference for the Kingdom of God, my youngest son falling in love and chasing the life of Christ and my eldest daughter pouring the love among the animal kingdom. Even the kindness that is coming from my mentally challenged son. I have sat back in the silence and have watched my children turn into such amazing beings in the life. 
The words I spoke to them echo back to me when they call and thank me for helping mold them into the beautiful beings they are in this life. I see them all chase their dreams, their hearts are full of abundance and filled with so much beauty and love. I have always said If I have done anything right in this world it was being a Mother. I know that the world is a better place knowing that they each are bringing hope unto other souls and not just mine. 
Being a mother... you can only claim that you did your part if you were guiding them to the right ways in the life. Teaching them morals and teaching them not to take nothing out of selfish gain. To have a charitable heart, loving, kind, generous, spread joy, faith, hope and goodness. Never to hurt another soul and to help others when you can.
The silence I have heard has been the most beautiful sounds that I have heard in quite sometime. The whispers of the words, the smiling eyes and faces have been amazing. Every day knowing that I did right by all of my children and they honor me for all I have been in their lives. It wasn't always easy but as a mother we have to set an example of what to be and what no to be. I have always been honest about who I am, what I have gone through and what I have overcome in the life to be everything that I am.  I have been thanked for showing them that a heart of compassion is what really makes life have meaning... no amount of money could ever replace the value of my children for they are my treasures.... be an example of what truth; truly means .... much love from my heart to all of yours...

Today is about celebrating our freedoms and it takes us back to the days of picnics, friends, family and celebrations. Today hit me hard in remembrance of those I used to celebrate this holiday from my youth to this day. My three best friends Jeannie, Teresa and Amie; as well as my family. Those three women were my life line in different stages of my life. Jeannie was there from the time I was 9 years old, Teresa's and my friendship developed in school and Amie when we  had our  children in our early 20's. 
Those women were the best parts of my life...from my youth...through out and unto my adult years. They say we can't choose our family but we can choose our friends. Those three became my family and were by my side through every moment of life. We all used to celebrate in different ways. They knew my deepest secrets and I knew theirs. There was nothing but genuine love, care and concern. We all knew no matter what we had each other. We celebrated so many holidays together but this one has always been one of my favorites... so many of my friends and family are no longer alive to celebrate...but I do cherish the ones that are still here!
Life took deep dark turn in my life... I have had traumas and tragedies throughout my life.  With my mother's murder, my father being incarceration in my early years. I thought I had been through enough in my childhood. I did not know what the future would hold. But is was just the beginning of the life ahead. Every time I would heal over one wound another would follow.... I have not allowed those wounds to be used as an excuse... to be a bad person... those are the things that helped me become a better person... I understood people from a different level. 
No matter what... I knew those were my people and I thought we were going to be retiring together one day.  If we had a good day or a bad day... their families became my family and I was included within their family... We celebrated different milestones in our lives. We knew that you pick up the phone and we were there for each other no matter the storms and our celebrations. Those were the realest women that I had ever known... no envies, no resentments... we all truly loved each other for who we were and wanted each of us to grow. Not one of us would hurt the other in any fashion. That is how you know that person is solid. We had celebrated so many holidays, birthdays and many occasions... but this was all of our favorites... the 4th of July! Thirty and forty year old friendships is not something that can be taken for granted....so many good times... so many years of fireworks....fairs... trips and the list goes on....
When my father had passed away in June of 2015 something changed inside of me. It was different than when my Mom died when I was eight years old. My Dad was my go to person. After that my son became addicted to heroin, cocaine and meth doing them with one of his trusted confidants from 2015-2019 and he was in and out of Pysch wards and jail. My life was spiraling... my pains were coming more frequently. I was going through so many challenges and the daily stress that was breaking my soul...
I was trying to save everyone from their own demise because I always knew all it takes is for one person to believe in you. I always had my tribe but my life was filling up with anxiety and shame of what was going on around me and within my family, My girls... my best friends  knew I was not myself. I was the strong one that could make it through the impossible.  I was breaking inside. My laughter that was  usually able to get me through the days and those around me; was slowly fading..
They all knew I was going through some stuff with losing my Dad and issues with my son, Jacob's struggles were tearing my family apart. One thing after another kept coming and challenge after challenge...
I sold my home because of my son's addiction because drug dealers kept showing up at my home and my son was brining all of the abandoned and lost teenagers to my home ... I thought if I just moved it would change things... but little did I know... more problems than I could handle came upon my days... no longer time for my friends... or for myself. I was dealing with my son overdosing... problem after problem and it just wouldn't stop. The jovial me was hard to find. I would find glimpses of laughter but deep inside I was filled with days of no sleep and the list goes on.
On April 7, 2019 my little brother was shot and became paralyzed. I had taken on custody of his one year old child and raised her as my own for a couple of years. I was dealing with so much at the time that I had pushed my friendships aside.  I was the one who had it together for most of my life and for others but my world was shattering around me. So much was happening and it was one thing after another. My heart was getting very heavy and weighing on my soul. 
 I received the call  March 30th of 2020 my friend Teresa had passed away from suicide. Then in June my friend Amie passed away from a brain aneurysm.... How could this be? I just talked to them and we were laughing about our lives and the things we have done. I couldn't understand all under the age of 50. Why were my people dying... Wasn't it enough that I had lost my Mom and Dad? What and how much is one person supposed to handle?
Fast forward on  December 31 2020 my little brother was found deceased in his truck and I got the call that he was unresponsive. I couldn't believe it. When I had seen his body in his truck that I had taken him to... the quilt overwhelmed my heart, mind and soul to something unbearable. May of 2021 my older brother Lonnie hung himself. In June my eldest daughter was in the hospital barely breathing and on life support and I ended up in the hospital with breakdown right after that. My heart was not beating correctly and one part was enlarged, I was severely depressed, dehydrated and malnourished from all of the stress I was undergoing. Broken heart syndrome is real. How could I break? I was trying to be the support system for others and while my world was crumbling day by day. The heart knows your pain sometimes better than you...
How much is one person supposed to handle on their own? Losing two of my best friends and losing two brothers all within a year? I needed to escape... I needed to feel like I was alive.... My relationships were failing. I didn't have a support system. The support system that I thought I had was not a support system at all. It was what I could do for them. It didn't matter to anyone what I was going through in my life. I guess I had hoped that all the people I had been there for would give me a shoulder to lean on but that was not the case. I was so numb. On July 31, 2021... I kept getting calls from my son he was going to hang himself like my brother if I didn't get him out of the hospital.  
I ended up getting a Dwi that night while in my fight or flight mode when someone was hollering and yelling. My PTSD was kicking something fierce. I was crying uncontrollably and hit a car at a stop light. I was going through so much. I couldn't think straight, I couldn't focus. I couldn't understand why I was losing my tribe and my people. I couldn't understand why my other half at the time was mentally abusing me, emotionally, betraying me and entertaining someone in my circle. While I was going through all that I was... 
Fast forward and backtrack... I had to make some decisions concerning things with my Dwi case. All I had was me... my friends were dying... my family was gone and I didn't want to burden the friends I had left in my circle or my other children.... My son was released from the mental institution in 2022. I moved  a couple more times again and within a couple years until 2023.  In October of 2023..I recieved the call that my earliest childhood friend Jeannie was found deceased by her son and had fallen in the bathroom.
How Lord could this be? Why? I would scream out... I was so numb... I was so hurt... I was so lost....again... Then the end of that month my sons threatened me while he was in psychosis. During this time more shattering and crumbling things were coming upon my life.  I was dealing with my son and his mental health issues threatening me. When he was in psychosis due to his brain injuries and so much more. 
In February of 2024 my son was arrested and put back into the system where he has been found Mentally unwell. I had a couple other people betray me something fierce while I was going through these things and after.... God knows the truth and so do they... there really are people in this life that try to set you up to fall... but the ones that were the realest in my life were taken way too early and none of it makes sense still to this day.
 This day.... all the emotions I have been feeling for the last 10 years flooded my life...What we used to celebrate... who is here and who is no longer...my friends and family that were only here for a short time... Our latter years were supposed to be giggling about the silly stuff we had gone through... We were supposed to be traveling to the beaches. People that have been with you your whole life are a different kind of people and friendships; there isn't anything casual about it... they know us from our depths and at our core. They watched us through school years,  our break ups, the college stuff and the mom stuff.... and every crack and milestone.
​This day used to be full of celebrations and... from the childhood memories, to the teenage years, and the adult years...This holiday has brought back so many good memories and also some very sad ones that have been parts of my soul since I can remember.
My favorite Holiday's are 4th of July and Christmas... I spent so many of them with my people... my friends and family and they were some of the most amazing times of my life. I loved the celebrations, love, fireworks, music, bar-b-ques. My friends and family left this life all too soon and  at such young ages... We used to shoot fire works, dance, laugh and just live in the freedoms of the now... There were no worries and  we had each other to lean on... through a call, through a song... through laughter and they are no longer here..
I don't know why some of  the best parts of me were taken all too soon. Those were my people and I will not have family back or friendships like them again... The only thing I like to think is that they have become my Angel Army... going ahead and fighting battles in the spiritual realm... for me and slaying the people out of my life that wanted to bring me harm.  Maybe God took them to the heavenly gates because they truly were always angels to me in this physical world.  Guardian Angels in the Spiritual realm...is how I imagine them dancing in the sky... I can still hear each of their voices and laughter in my mind... keeps me going and I am so ever thankful for all of their presence in my life.
Still my life is not the same.... my circle of trust was taken and it never will be and I don't know if I ever will be my full self again...I still have a good time, laugh at myself through the good, mistakes and still thrive to be the best version of myself. My tribe isn't here and their physical presence is missed tremendously...  But today... I celebrate the memories... the parties... the fireworks... Each one of those that have passed away... are always on my mind  especially on this day.... Where freedom reins... chains must be broken.... here is to the booms of my heart...When I see the fireworks light up the sky.... I hold each of them dearly in my heart....Rip Mom, Dad, Teresa, Amie, Cimarron, Lonnie, Mike, Jeannie and Michael.... forever and always... not everyone is as real as those friendships that I treasure... only God knows why they are no longer here on planet Earth. I am thankful for the ones I do have left and my prayer warrior friends and family.
As, I  go to the fair and ride the rides, listen to music, eat cotton candy, bar b que and dance...hear the booms and watch the fireworks. I know they are the sparks that light up my heart.... and true friendships and loyalty are hard to find at this age... not everyone is genuine... hardest lessons I have learned about friendships,  love  and life... and I wish I could have them all back by my side in physical form when life was so innocent. I am thankful for the memories and the love of their friendships and the lessons along the way. I am thankful for my family that was only here for a short time... and the ones that are still here in physical form.
I know it will never be again... so I will hold onto the memories... I truly treasure good souls and people that live with integrity that would not harm another person in any fashion. Something that many people lack in today's world. I hear their words of wisdom, their honesty and laughter in my ears. I can still see their smiles within my mind and heart... still is not the same dancing, laughing, eating and praying together in the physical form.  Tonight when the sky lights up... I will feel a closeness of them shining down and know the cannons that shoot out and become fireworks are like how their souls and energy that soared  back to the heavens gates...death in this life is final... but our soul goes on.....much love from my heart to all of yours...
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In all the world there is nothing better in the peace of the daily grind. When there is understanding in the Universe, life and what it means to just be. Being nothing other than yourself... nothing to hide, accepting life as it comes and understanding that nothing is in our control. We can not control anything... not the weather, not people... not what happens to us through out our lives.
What we do have control over is our own time...outside of the daily grinds and the who, what and how we allow time to monopolize our lives. I am so very thankful for the time I have had on this planet and all of the learning and teachings that has come upon my way. I have learned so much about the human experience and the souls that I encounter on a daily basis... There are so many dark parts of the human existence and there are also so many light parts of the human heart.
The process of learning this divination has taken a lot of time and through experiences to truly understand. A person that truly wants to heal and to understand what it means to clean up the shattered parts of themselves has to learn through time what brought us all to today. If people go along in this life not looking and searching within themselves; we will not be accountable or ever truly know who we are in this space in time. They say all we have is time... but the truth is you don't know how much time you; yourself have... For the wrongs and the rights we all make... we as a societal whole need to delve into what our time truly means... use it wisely and make sure it is used for the betterment of humanity.... much love from my heart to all of yours....

There is so much to be grateful for and so many blessings within each day. When we open our eyes and give thanks to the bright early sun and take a walk outside to hear the most magical melodies; is when the morning begins. The birds singing in harmony is such a delight for the ears. When yesterday is gone and the new day is ahead... is when you know that you can not go back.
Rise up and rise to the occasion and know that your purpose has yet to be fulfilled. When we are still living... we are learning, growing and becoming all that we are meant to be until we can no longer see the sun rise again. In each day... no matter the glory or no matter the struggle; look to the bright side of things. Be thankful for all the days that have brought you to this very day. This day is a day that you will never get back... rejoice in the knowing that it will pass and into tomorrow...if you find  the sun shining once more ...there is more for you to do... keep going all of you beautiful souls... remember to be grateful for the ears you have to hear and your eyes to see...   much love from my heart to all of yours....

 All the storms that are happening Nationwide, Worldwide and throughout time are beginning be to take a toll on humanity. There is so much division in the hearts of mankind. How does a culture of the human race with a spirit man withstand what is to come in the near future? Warnings have been coming for a time such as this but many have ignored the truths. It is all too surreal to ignore any longer... 
I have tried my whole life to show people the very words. I have time and time again shared my dreams/ visions or the insights that have been placed on my heart, body, mind and soul. I took the instructions  to warn through the writings of my  words on many pages for others to understand; or speaking to others to wake up the hearts to see whom they really belong. I pray for those whom have been in slumber. For I too, I have fallen asleep time after time myself because I didn't want to know or believe we would  really  be living  in a time that there is no coming back from. 
Many times people have mocked and cast me aside because of my faith for the truth I spoke and I was shown who they belong and they belong of the world. Those that truly know me... call and ask for my discernment or understanding because they know how much I have had to over come and knowing that God has truly always been the heart of my center through all of life curves. I feared... the revealing of my dreams I have had from years before as young as when I was a child how I would be perceived. Perceptions of people of the world only sees as the world does... but those of that know the Bible see through a different lens. Those whom have not been set apart don't understand or sometimes the people closest to you do not either; for not everyone is called. Some may seem like they are but many of Satan's agent come in disguise... I have been fooled too... I once believed that all hearts could be changed.... but that is not in the Plan... for it was written thousands of years before... we are to plant seeds and it is up to people to choose...
Nobody ever taught me. Nobody ever showed me and I had to seek for myself; for I was saught.... the gift has often been a curse to say the least as what it has felt like for me  and I am most certain for others out there that share in the same.  I have been through trial after trial. Heartache and so much pain... in all of those experiences it was for me to share for those whom Our Heavenly Father wants to reach.... you too are not alone. When you are a soldier for Christ; only those that truly know him will know what is means to carry the burdens in these times.  For the first are the last and the last are the first. The others out there we need to hold strong in these times; many false prophets and teacher will rise up and we know who is who... My sisters and brothers.... let us hold strong.... the biggest spiritual warfare is coming... this is just the beginning...prepare your hearts...you know the heart can be deceitful....
It is more than preparing and prepping; for earthy treasures mean nothing; those things will be no more... we are to be prepared in every area of our lives. To repel and repent; to forgive, to trust in the prophecies. The anointed ones are able discern the times and not to fall into the traps set before each of us each daily. My brothers and sisters... we need to hold each other strong and accountable for the things we do in our lives and lift each other up in prayer... We have to be prepared because when the day comes; we will have to stand in our full armor of righteousness. Remember... we have never been alone... he who reins with the crown... reins in our hearts for these times... stay strong... as always from my heart to all of yours....

The stirrings of hearts in these perilous times... we are seeing division more so now than we ever have. We all have the opportunity to draw closer to the Heavenly Realms... If you have never heard of the man who died on the cross... I encourage you to get to know him in a book that was prophesized many years before. The times are uncertain; it is a time that we need to draw closer to the truth of clearing the clutter from our hearts and our lives. We are seeing things in the world unfold rapidly and we are living in times we have never seen. The natural disasters, the wars, the famines are beginning to take a very strong hold on each person and each society. This is no longer a time to play around in the world or decide which way to go. I ran from my calling so many times... I never wanted the visions or dreams I have had come to be reality...and see them happens within days, weeks, months or years ahead...but it has become more real than ever before.
I have never been perfect and have fallen short in the glory and of the glory that has held my hands time and time again... many times running into a world of people, places or things. I have sinned time and time again. I just wanted to fit in but my calling has always been different. My trials and tribulations were for me to share unto others to help and show others how to overcome the pains, the sorrows, the losses and disappointments that we all go through. I have gone through many things; as many of us have. I do not glorify myself in anyway for the obstacles than I have overcome. I am thankful that I have had an all loving care giver that sits on the Heavenly throne... to chastise me time and time again. Which is our Heavenly Father of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; whom leant the world his only begotten Son which is Jesus... who died on the Cross and rose after 3 Days to save the world of it sins and to save us all by his glory and sits on the right side of God... If you believe Jesus has died for you and all of your sins... declare to him that you know Jesus died for you... for all of us and ask him to come into your heart and invite him. Amen
When this reaches you all... know we are all human and fall short in our lives and can go in any direction... but for the love of God, humanity and all of our souls.. We all have to decide which way we should choose to go in this life. The stirrings of hearts are to make one realize  where we have fallen short in our lives and we need guidance for corrections... for any ills or mistakes you have made within your life or to others have to you. In forgiveness is where you will find peace. Do not do harm unto others but for the correction out of love. You must forgive yourself and others... Your life can not be put into the hands of another and your hands are the ones who can only clean up the misfortunes of and in your heart, mind, body and soul. You are solely responsible for yourself and how you treat those who come upon your path... You will never save anyone but you can leave them with seeds of hope that someone else will water... it will be uncomfortable when you call people out for the truths or when you are called out but that is what a true brother or sister is Christ does... we are to help others learn how to save their souls by speaking the truths whether it hurts or not... God will carry you... God wants to draw close to you... he is asking for you to take his hand and he wants to walk along with you in an of your journey... Will you invite him in?  Be of the fruit of the spirit in which you will find love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance... and stay clear of the works of the flesh Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, envying's, murders, drunkenness, reveling, and such like" in a world it is easy to fall  unto...lean unto those that will lead you to the fruit of the spirit... and away from the works of the flesh... for I have fallen short myself times and time again....much love from my heart to all of yours....

In times of doubt, wonder and questioning one must lean unto the most magnificent power that reins. That power is a gift that has been given unto the world in a time such as this.... rumors of wars and destruction coming from the heavenly gates. A world that has been shattered by many untruths and dignity has been lost. The world has become a place of where hope in humanity has been lost and put into machines or a dollar bill.... they are rich in monetary but poor in spirit. 
The love of family, neighbors, friends has become a place and land full of foes. The Royal law has been forgotten and I pray for a world of restoration. It begins by restoring the human heart. Coming from a place that tries to correct wrongs when they have fallen short on their path in life. 
We are to help out our brothers and sisters and have to acknowledge their wrongs and rights in order for correction to take place or healing to take place. Life is about growth and not about falsely or intentionally trying to harm another for ill gain. No matter how I have been wronged in my life... from my closet confidants. I still find hope for and in the people that have been lost on their journey, I I too have been lost and fallen short. 
The times that we are living in is a time to bring love, light, truth unto those whom have lost their direction and to help foster healing and growth so the full fruits of hope can manifest. We as a whole have to acknowledge where we have failed to foster truth and hope unto others. God knows what people have done and what they do... Nobody is ever going to be perfect; but when people try their best to correct behaviors or the wrongs they have made... restoration and faith can come full circle.  I believe in those whom have lost direction...once people have lost direction as a whole we have to acknowledge where we have gone wrong and then we truly overcome any obstacle! Running from self or the harms we have set into motion will never allow one to be free.....the burdens of pain that we carry on our shoulders is never another's to carry. It is ours to carry with honesty... much love from my heart to all of yours...

There once was a country that every one wanted the dream... People came to claim the land... of the free and the brave... People were seeking a better life to live happily ever after... Laws began to be established, rule, order and where morale for the common good of a family began to thrive... homes, land, work ethic, family unity and God that was the ruling benefactor of this Land and was at the center of a family meal.... with structure, truth, instructions on how to survive and live a life with a conscious ...something that has been lost generation after generation and this has become... being a humanitarian is much different than a Dictator....But a Dictator that I hold truth to is my Heavenly Father....
Division is here... and this is where hearts of humanity are being shown who is who...where the ruling benefactor is in the hearts of the world... Would a mother or father in their right mind give a match to a child to burn the house down? Would a mother or father slap their child's hand if it broke or did something is shouldn't have? Stole 100 dollars out of your pocket, hurting or destroying others along the way, using drugs that could destroy their life or allow them to walk into a store and rob a  house? As a parent you would want to correct and lead that child on a righteous path...
What if someone hurt your child or hurting any child for that matter, or a community as a whole... would a mother or father try to save their children from destruction or would they want their children to live in the bondage of hell or a prison? When generations are lost and broken it trickles down until someone breaks the chains...rises up and says no more...
Not every culture has the same values or the same understandings... And we are seeing it all unfold and have been for centuries...Exposure of a persons heart is coming to fruition... just like every heart is not the same...or values.... not every belief is the same... just like there are only 2 sexes... one being male and one being female...
In my senseful or senseless opinion and it depends on which side you have an opinion on...wanting law and order... children can go out a play where neighbors once looked out for the common welfare of those in town... not hanging on the street corners where drug over doses happen, shooting up towns, killing people just because, taking advantage of children with distortions and sickness... this land is No Longer the land of the brave and free... Brave and Free does not mean you can do whatever you please.....and changes what has always been the TRUE AMERICAN DREAM! 

 There is a difference in force and a difference in a destined or a serendipitous plan... Let's explore the difference. Serendipity and destiny are never forced and you don't go searching for either one or seeking. They are the things that happen in life in the least expected ways. The people we meet, the places we go and the experiences we endure over the course of ones life. When meeting people or the same people years later and they appear randomly without searching. Those moments take place in a specific space and time when you least expected it... that is how you know Destiny is calling and Serendipity is calling you! We have choices and directions to go in this life and we can miss them by not connecting the dots. The universe does not pull your soul or your energy towards corruption... The Universe and God pulls you towards what is Holy, glowing, harmonious, peace, love, light, self control, joy and growth... the Universe draws you  to live towards your destined path... much love from my heart to yours...

The only people that can truly help heal us besides ourselves are the ones who have truly overcame... we have to be so healed up that when things happen in life we don't fall apart... we have to process things... if you aren't healed from a childhood wound it will manifest in other areas... we have to know ourselves from the inside out... what will activate those unhealed parts... the greatest gifts we can give ourselves is to love  and embrace ourselves in those moments of defeat... if you aren't good enough alone; one can not be well for anyone in their life... or those parts that are unhealed will manifest in one fashion or another... this my is self mastery and what we all should strive for... until it happens to one... or another... people can judge or think they know what is best... but will never know until they share in that same experience...  wisdom coming to you live from experiences... if you hear a crack in a story; or someone playing the blame or shift game it all manifests from the unwillingness to explore the exact nature of themselves. . the greatest gifts we can give ourselves is the love in those moments of defeat... if you aren't good enough alone one can not be well for anyone... this my friend is self mastery what we all should strive for... until it happens to one... or another... people can judge or think they know what is best... but will never know until they share in that same experience... Brandi's wisdom coming to you live.... lol.... love you lady...

The moral constructs and fulling giving into what you wish you could be and what you know you have to be; is one of the most diverse aspects of life. The world we live in compromises the moral code of how we are to live in this life. There is so much sinful nature around us each and everyday. How hard it is to function in a life that goes against the moral codes taught to us; it is extremely hard. Majority of people are out to seek what benefits themselves in a selfish manner and genuinely do not care for their neighbors. We live in such a twisted time and is is only getting worse.  It is extremely hard to refrain from not walking a Christian Path that the Holy Bible teaches us that we are to adhere to. You will be misunderstood if you have a genuine heart, mind and soul. The people the try to show up and do the right things are persecuted more so than the ones who do wrong. This world has generated the ideology to be a genuine person you must have something wrong with you. People will pick you apart, tear you down when all you try to do is to get other's to open their eyes. When you call people out on their misaligned judgements and the path they are walking... they think you are trying to say you are better than them; when all you try to do is SAVE them from the bondage. It is such a hard process truly looking into why you are... we are to be help mates in others lives of those who God has chosen for his Glory... not ours... 

In life  you have to trust the process of what unfolds.  When you search and seek those parts of yourself and truly surrender to what was and what will be; you loosen the chains of what has bond you for so long. One must realize the only control you have  over your life is showing up and being the best version of yourself each and everyday. When we get trapped in a life that does not represent our integrity or the things that mean the most to us... we live in an illusionary state of existence.  When you are tired of running against the flow or your existence you have no choice but to falter or to rise up. Much love from my heart to yours...

Today show up for yourself and lean unto you! When you expand beyond yourself you give parts of yourself away. You are the most important person in your life; which is you, Without you... you do not exist; nor the wisdom that you carry within your soul to share your knowledge. If you have forgotten how to take care of yourself... today is the day to do something nice for yourself. I have learned over my life that I was always giving parts of myself away and didn't get anything in return. I am learning that I have to save me for myself! Nobody will ever understand my needs more than me. My dreams are mine and my journey is mine alone; as is all of ours. I have tried to save so many people and those that I tried to save from themselves; did not appreciate or value the presence of my existence in their lives. I would share how I overcame or would give and give; only to have a knife thrown at my chest. I would bleed and bleed until until my blood would dry up.  The more I poured into others'; the more ill I became. I was always serving others but my plate was never being replenished. Today fill your plate with the things you like to taste and pour your glass full of love and light.... much love from my heart to yours....

What is love? Love is when you help people grow. Love is when you help people rise to their full potential and you are a help mate in their life. Love is when you pour in and not take away. Love is when someone tells you their needs and you go above and beyond to try and fulfil those needs to allow that person to feel heard. Love is when you do things you wouldn't ordinally do or are out of your comfort zone, because you want to see that person shine and become the best version of themselves. Love is when you touch a persons soul and they smile from within. Love is when you connect to others for no selfish gain other than peace. Love is when you dance to the melodies of life and see that person through. Love is when you would never intentionally speak words to hurt or act out in rage because you want to control. Love is when you hold a person when they are is despair. Love is when you try to help a person see their worth. Love is when you want to see a person grow into the best version of themselves... Love is the purest of intentions from the heart... Love gives.... love does not take away. Much love from my heart to yours...

..We live in a time that the world has never seen. When love, hope and faith are slowing fading into the abyss. The digital age has made it so much easier for people to disconnect from the reality of what it means to be a human being. We all have senses that are unique in their own ways. We feel, taste, hear, smell and touch. What are we no longer doing? We are no longer connected to people, as we once were. The world has become selfish and disengaged from reality. The reality that we all have a need for someone to understand us, yet people are afraid of being vulnerable and hide behind the shell of the human body. The human body has needs, wants and desires and not just for fleshly reasons. When we get a hug or are touched by someone we love.. or a heartfelt human touch; our body produces chemicals that make us feel better. God made us in a way that many have lost sight of and everyone feels so separate in todays times. We have communication to be able to speak a language for expression, we have the human touch to know we are connected. We smell to see what is healthy and unhealthy, We hear words to encourage or to discourage. We see things to show us what is we value. We are more than energic beings... When all of our senses get evoked it produces the best version of ourselves. When our needs don't get met... we lose sight of our purpose and who we truly are... Connection is what we need to thrive in this life... loneliness and being misunderstood has brought us into the dark and dispersity that we are seeing into todays time. Make it a goal to begin connecting on all levels of your consciousness. Today... keep hugging yourself, keep smelling the roses, keep seeing the beautiful and wonderous things this life has before you, Keep tasting flavors of life and communicate to others and no longer hide behind your shell... We have all these senses for a reason and once they are all touched and in alignment you will become whole....much love from my heart to yours.... 

When you are faced with adverse situations; what can you do? The only thing you can do is get up and move to the changing rhythms. When your life is off beat and off track many things will come and question who you are or which road you shall travel.  The easy road or the hard road? Sure we all wish our lives were easy but at what cost? Through the terrains of rocky paths that is where we are formed and molded into the best versions of ourselves. We get into the rough and windy hills is where we see that is isn't so easy but going up, down and side ways we begin to take the easier path. Through practice and through trial and error is where we find how to get over the mole hill. When a construction site has rocks, hills and Debre... the construction crew needs the right equipment to smooth out where the reconstruction will begin... There is a lot of planning that goes into building a building but you have to clear the land first.. After clearing the land you begin to build and it starts with one corner stone. That one cornerstone was the one cinder it took to make a beautiful building. We all have to start somewhere and today what will you clear away.... I say reclaim you! much love from my heart to yours....

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Oh to us in this world and those by design... follow your passions and leave all else behind...Who you are is defined by your values... you may get lost and trapped by societies standards... If you have no heart or compassion that manifests from your soul; you are living a life dumbed down by others roles...When you walk past another human being and judge them by your sight; those things will manifest in your own life at some point... day or night... When you have lessons or challenges that come upon your days... you overcame; to help others overcome the same...when you battle things in this game of life... some deserved and some not quite right... When things come upon your days to break you down; stand right back up and claim your harmony right now... when you feel defeated and everything seems to go wrong... within those things are where you gain strength... in being strong... you know you and who you are at your core... rise up my friends and hug yourself once more....much love from my heart to yours....

For so many years... I have poured love unto others to help them pursue their dreams; lost to the shallows and the illusions of what was guiding them through their happiness or hellish mischief... Rock, paper, scissors... oh boy... one wins over the next.... and scores... Life is about the choices we make... to not eat or to eat the cake... Get up or sit down... sit out or dance to the song? Take a left or go right? It is all about your sight... Your visions and goals... only you know... they are the whispers that are deep within your soul.. There is the essence to the values of humanity that many people will never incorporate into their  lives. People fail to realize the very experiences that they endure in life are the very things that help one heal or to help others heal on their journey. They become the very essence of their calling but yet deny the importance of those subliminal messages... The mind is a magnificent gift that one has to be willing to delve deep into those inner wounds... Those wounds keep people captive unable to escape their own misconceptions about themselves, humanity and hinders their judgments about the people, places and things they encounter each day.... We all have to be diligent in being accountable for our thoughts and actions. Be willing to always learn that no way is the right way.... only the way that leads you to self discovery.... much love from my heart to yours...