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Have you ever felt like there was a fog over your life? Your vision had been hazed by things people have said or done to you and then one day you wake up and realize that you will no longer be distorted by someone else's false reality. I have learned that there are some really good tricksters in life. Be cautious when you pour your heart, mind and soul into others that treat you unfairly. You can only plant so many seeds before your roots become tainted and you will not be able to grow. Where there was once sunlight it will be filled with hazy days. Without sunlight you will wither away and the seeds you have planted for yourself will not bloom into a beautiful garden. When you till your garden make sure to clear it from rocks, weeds and insects. Fill your garden with vitamins, good soil and water. If you plant your garden under a shade tree or scatter your seeds everywhere your garden may not grow. How will you plant your garden? In a hazy forest or sun filled field? Let the sun shine where it was once filled with haze and reclaim you today....
When confusion sets in your mind it often makes you feel lost in a great despair. We have free will to choose where our lives take us and which road we choose to travel. We all have a yearning and a knowing of what it means to be who we are. When you try to escape the chaos of life you go around in circles rather than facing people or situations head on. Fear of the unknown is fear of not being true to who you are inside. Fear cripples us from doing and becoming who we are destined to be. Why do we have such a prideful and arrogant nature about ourselves? People fear what others think of them or how people will react; rather than being comfortable in their own shoes. We all have a misperception of how we view ourselves and how others view us. Society is an accumulation of thoughts impressed by the ego. People are in division rather than accepting humanity as a whole. Humanity has become so ego based setting people apart rather than coming together in communion; ergo dividing and separating unity between one another. We all have a purpose to fulfill so we should be more inclined to help people on their road to self discovery rather than taking others down a road of destruction. When you set yourself apart from your neighbor you are setting yourself apart from love. When you destroy hope in others you are generating a false reality for your fellow neighbor. This is where perceptions comes in to play. When people impose their views to make themselves feel better it can cripple another on their journey. We have all had different experiences in life and some experiences are quite crippling. Be a person who encourages and fills people up with glory and don't berate one another. You never know how your misconception of another could detour their path in life. Build people up as how you would like for your home to stand. You wouldn't want to live in a broken down home. Imagine for a moment that your neighbor is a house. Outside everything looks great but inside behind the door the walls are falling down. Sometimes people need a fresh coat of paint, a little bit of tlc and restoration. Do you want to be a person who demolishes or a person who restores? Remember everything starts with a cornerstone and that cornerstone needs to be set up just right or the whole building could come crumbling down. Be kind, restore hope and demolish fear along your path. You may be the very work of art on someone else's canvass. Create a beautiful painting for another to find their road to discovery. Demolish doubt in others and rejoice in extending unity.... Much love from my heart to yours.... Reclaim you today!
You walk into a room and at the table you see a beer, a book, a flower, marijuana, cocaine, needle, an angel and a demon sitting in separate chairs; what is the first thought that goes through your mind? Which chair are you? What chair would you like to be? Wow it is a scary thought when you think of it this way. Remember every person, place or thing is like a chair and you have the top of the table being held up with four legs. If you were the table who would you allow to pull up a seat at your table? When you intermingle with all the things sitting at your table you will not stand strong without a strong knowing of who you are... You are given free will to be what and who you want to be in this life. You have a choice to make and it is all about how strong the legs are that holds the table up. The legs represent your willingness to stand strong. This table was meant for four legs not six, eight, ten or twelve. The bigger your table the more chairs you will need and temptations you will have to overcome. If someone comes in with an ax and cuts your legs; how will you stand? Not all legs are proportioned correctly and not everyone comes to polish the table, some come to destroy it because they don't want the Angel, the book and the flowers to teach wisdom and love to the others sitting at the table. Make sure the four legs you have in life are the legs that want to keep you standing and not allow one of the chairs to break a leg off your table. The table top is what brings unity to withstand what is sitting at the table...You need those legs for strength that hold the table top... To rise and not to fall... to guide and to build... to be and to become... Temptations can be overcome by the right chairs sitting at your table. The oil polishes and cleanses the table. Make sure you have the right cloth and hands to nourish the table so the table won't fall apart. The guide is inside of you and be willing to understand that four legs are better than two... but too many legs, too many chairs allows for more temptations.... Stay strong and keep your table small... much love from my heart to yoursTo all whom are weak and weary... To all who don't know which way to turn. Stand strong and courageous in a world full of wolves. Those wolves are monsters who don't care how they will devour you and it could all happen in a matter of seconds. Wolves are sly beings that prey on what they perceive to be weak. Are you weak or are you strong? You have walked your path and you have ran from wrath in so many dark moments. In those moments of darkness there has always been a glimpse of light. You are worth more than you could ever see. Don't be broken and shattered by the false illusions of the wolf. The wolf comes to seek, kill and destroy. You have the power inside of you to dismantle the wolves craving to defeat you. You are life, you are wisdom and you are understanding that you can rise and will never fall if into the entrapment of defeat. What was meant to shatter you is what was meant to build you into the courageous and wonderful being you are in this life. You have to lose the identity of the shadows that have been lurking along your journey. The shadows always appear bigger than what they are especially when the light has been dimmed and tries to overtakes them. Open yourself up to give and receive the beautiful gift of love. Love drowns out the darkness and light comes through . The wolf will no longer seem so big, the shadow will no longer have as much strength, as it once did. Let the shine come forth from the light that is inside of you... Erase the images that have taken over your mind and fill them with beautiful images. Replace the wolf with a lamb... light the match for your candle and shine like you never have! Be in the now and lovingly assert yourself and reclaim your passions. Those passions inside of you have never gone away... the next time you feel defeated walk into a dark room and take a match and candle with you. The candle symbolizes you, the match symbolizes strength and when the candle is lit is a reminder the power that is inside of you! The room that once felt so dark can always prevail when we let the light in.... the one who has the power to be the light... remember you are much love from my heart to yours...
There are moments in time that you sit back and reflect over your life. In those moments you may be proud of situations and at other times you may not be so proud of the choices you have made. We never know how one simple choice can change the direction of our lives. If we all had a crystal ball and could see the future I am sure we would go back in time and change things if we could. The reality is that we can never go back to who we once were, what we thought we would become or change the past. There are going to be situations that we have no control over; such as when a person dies or lives according to their own free will. Each day embrace who you are and try to be a better version of yourself. Extend your heart and be a person who loves from your core. Not everyone will understand your ways or understand your worth. You owe it to yourself to embrace who you have become. Life can give us many unforseen curves but we have to get up and know that there is a plan in the divine. When you dwell in the past it damages your soul growth. There will be times that you have to reflect on things so you can make a change for the future you. During the times of reflection we discover things about ourselves so we can heal and live according to our calling. We are meant to be loving, kind, generous, loyal, forgiving, compassionate beings. Pain can steal the very joy from who you are meant to be. Surround yourself with people who have your best interest at heart and have nothing to gain accept loving you and you loving them for all they are and you will become. Build a life full of peace, joy, understanding, acceptance, laughter and just be the best you can be. People come into our lives to teach us; so embrace the lessons.. Some are around for a lifetime and others only for reflection... When you reflect on your choices and you reflect on who you are look around and see if the people in your life align with who you are at your soul core. Reach inside, reach out, Reclaim you today and surround yourself with the people who want to see you soar. much love from my heart to yours... This is the only way I know how to reach you. You contacted me via text and I tried to reach back out to you but it was a text phone and didn't work. I don't know if you are aware but your boyfriend Jacob and I had a talked for a couple of hours after I dropped you off. I gave him all of my contact information and my website information. Sweetheart I want you to know one more time that it was no accident that you and I met at the crossroad. I know you weren't feeling very well but I know you remember what we talked about. I would like for you to know that I am still praying for you and you are not forgotten. nor is Jacob, Conner and Sammy Jo. Sweetie, you and Jacob made some mistakes in life but I told you that doesn't have to be the life for you. You have to get up and fight for your life and fight for your children. You have a whole life ahead of you. Jacob if you are reading this remember everything we talked about. Remember all the tears you shed. I didn't judge either one of you and I still believe that you can overcome your battles. Do as we had spoke of.... the power is inside of you and you know where and whom you gain that power through. Reach out to your family and ask the angels to hold your head up and carry you when you can't carry yourself. Tabitha and Jacob... You have family that is there for both of you .Break all the chains of bondage. . Please check into Heartland Christian Recovery Center or Teen Challenge is for older adults, as well... God be with you both! Much love from my heart to yours...
Today is bright...with endless possibilities... Never know what lessons will come our ways... We are free to choose to be broken or lifted.. Today nothing shall break you... Surround yourself with like minded people and don't focus into a dark period of your life.. Other than for growth... give thanks for all your growing pains...live with hope, give inspiration and love who you are today... No matter the limit... no matter what you are facing rise up and reclaim you today! You are more powerful than you realize. You have a shining soul that wants to help you rise to your truth. The truth of light, love, peace, tranquility and to live a life of joy. Remember you aren't your past, you aren't lost on your way... you are becoming all you are meant to become. Learn to see your worth and you will become a blossoming flower or a trer. You have to continue to water yourself and surround yourself with those who truly want to see you prosper in this life. Remember you are amazing and uniquely made and nothing or no one can break you if you will learn to see the beauty you have within. - from my heart to yours
The things I have learned about addiction have really made me reevaluate how I will interact with those struggling through their turmoil. You can do everything in your power to help people along their way and pour pure love into them during their struggles but that will never be enough. You will sacrifice yourself, your happiness, your mental health and only bring destruction upon your very life if you aren't careful. Enabling an addict; whether it is alcohol or drugs makes no difference. I have seen so many people I love fall into a trap that they can't escape. I thought my love could save them through their despair. I thought I could prove that my love was something they would crave more than the drug itself. I would drop everything when I was told the person wanted change and desired a new life more than anything. The addiction will win the game every time until the addict wants to surrender to a new way of living. The people they think are there to help them are their partying friends. The addict will be confused and think the partying buddies are the people who truly care. The only thing the addicts friends care about is losing their party buddy so they don't feel as though they have a problem themselves. No matter how much you give, no matter how much you love and no matter how much you try to prove your loyalty it won't be enough. You will lose yourself along the way because you don't understand why you aren't enough. I only found that during the process I became angry, outraged and felt like screaming at the top of my lungs. I became weary, distressed, tired and became a person I didn't recognize. You will feel crazy or the addict will make you feel crazy just know you don't need to remain in their chaos. Don't lose yourself trying to save someone who doesn't want to be saved through all their broken promises. ' Remember if you have the same struggles an addict or alcoholic will never change for you. They have to change for themselves. You can only love so much, give so much and care too much before you lose your self worth. Please if you are struggling with addiction or someone you know is try to be as kind to yourself or them, as possible. Encourage them to seek help because you aren't a professional that can't help the addict. Never feel defeated by their choices. You did what you did because you truly loved them. I know you thought you could save the addict but it is up to the addict to want to save him or herself. Be there for them whenever they need a friend, someone to talk to and remind them that you will always love them even if it means from afar. If the addict or alcoholic ever chooses to surrender make it known that you will be there to help them along their journey. Never give up hope...because hope turns to Faith and Faith turns works into reality... Believe when it doesn't seem possible because the power of prayer can change a multitude of circumstances. For all who are going through the battles my heart is with you and my faith is with you... much love from my heart to yours
Today and always one must be thankful and live a life of gratitude... Some will be with family while others may be alone...remember to always be kind and rejoice in the simple things in life... Family gatherings can sometimes bring strife... Be grateful that you are spending time with those you love and some you may not like... Every person in our lives holds meaning to our existence and our life lessons... Be happy, extend love and hug those you see today because it could be the last time you see them... Be thankful and rejoice with a happy heart... God bless all my friends and family... Have a beautiful and blessed day... From my heart to yours...
Today, tomorrow and yesterday... Be the hope and light in someone else's life... No act of kindness is too big or small... We are meant to instill love into every person we encounter... Live in gratitude and smile because you will never know someone elses' struggle. .. Be the light ...not the dark and help people overcome their shadows that don't go away ... From my heart to yours... B...
We all struggle that is why we must run to those who will lift us and not break us... When you she'd those tears you are releasing toxins in your body... God created three different tears and they all serve a purpose... Look up the different tears and what they are for... They are even shaped differently under a microscope... Remember people will judge...but it is your walk... We all have different journeys to fulfill... Do your part and be the best version of yourself. Struggles will come everyday, heartaches, joy and so forth... All of the things we endure mold us into the very vessel we are to become... Don't beat yourself up... Lord knows we are our worst enemies... Remember you are made for so much more... Run in faith and not in fear... From my heart to yours...
My Faith has been tested many times over and over again. I have never regretted choosing to walk a life with Christ. I believe when I was 24 years old is when God truly started walking with me and I understand I was chosen for his glory. I still make mistakes, the world still takes a toll on me and at times I don't "act" like a Christian. If you see me stumble or I see you stumble let's grab eacothers hands and walk back into the light. Extend love and compassion and with hold a heart of judgment because we never know what our days will bring... I still struggle daily but each day I try to be better than yesterday. Remember... Your very struggle may have been meant to change thousands of lives. I will never be perfect, I will never be without flaws... One thing I do know is all the pain I have suffered or caused to others it was all intended to give me a heart of compassion, understanding and a willingness to surrender and have a heart that sees beyond myself. Pain causes us to do things we wouldn't ordinarily do or become someone we don't recognize... Do not let your shame of your past ever make you feel as though you don't deserve nothing but a glorious life... People will judge and criticize but these are the people who have never walked in your shoes or journey... God and peace be with you all... Much love from my heart to yours 💕
2 Years Ago Tick toc.. tap and clap...life is wonderful and never look back... Lessons learned and truth be told... You have the power to become whole... Every experience and every encounter manifests your life's desire... If you believe you will receive... If you love from within ...your life will be grand indeed... Smile, dance and blow some bubbles capture your innocence and don't be troubled... Click clack... March to the beat you're wonderful and you will succeed... Success is not about monetary gain... It is about inner peace and playing life's game... Bring about love and joy... Because others may try to wreck your world... Get up and dance to the rhythms of fate... Tonight may be the last breath you take... Be humble and full of grace... Because life can pull you down with rage...
Life is as precious as gold...one day it will slip away and you'll wonder where did the time go... My father taught me to follow Christ...to him I owe my very life. I read the letters that he sent to me over the years...I'm overwhelmed with emotions filled with joy and tears... Many mistakes and lessons still to be learned... My oh my if I could go back and change things... I would... My greatest joys in this life have been my four children who were in my womb...Jessica, Jacob, Chloe and Chase... I will die knowing not one of you were ever a mistake. I pray one day all the lessons I've learned and the wisdom I have will guide you all to a divine way of life... The very breath that I inhale at this moment...I do it for each and all of you... One day when you are parents... You will understand... A sacrifice is all in God's plan... You will do things out of the abundance of love... You give up praise to the heavenly realm...The most beautiful gift a mother will ever have is feeling life inside of her that no man will ever understand...See my children when your happy, sad or overwhelmed with emotions... My heart is connected to your very beat.. You all are the closest to heaven I feel in retreat... Carry on and live life with joy...forever my baby girls and my two boys... You all are what gives meaning to this world...
Life is on my mind...who, what, where, when, why and how? We can't question anything truly because many things are out of our control. Maybe this test is all about our ability to trust in everything with Faith. All around us we have the most beautiful creations. I would love to be able to dance all day long and never have another worry until the day I leave this planet. Storms come into all of our lives...let us build one another up and fill each other with love! Isn't this what life is about. Love and extend your heart, your smiles and laughter to all humanity. Embrace the very breath you have today and be open to give and receive kindness...
The glisten in her eyes and the smile on her face is all you will ever need to know... When she smiles, laughs and adores your quirkiness... Don't let her go... She will stand by you for the rest of your life if you treat her right... Don't chase others if she holds onto you tight...be her safety and the protection she needs... Cuddles, kisses, passions and someone to lead... Take your ladies hand and always be willing to guide.. Never forget why you fell in love... Your connection may have been ordained from above... Don't let the world shatter a love built on truth because...you stand to lose what was meant for the both of you...
The glisten in her eyes and the smile on her face is all you will ever need to know... When she smiles, laughs and adores your quirkiness... Don't let her go... She will stand by you for the rest of your life if you treat her right... Don't chase others if she holds onto you tight...be her safety and the protection she needs... Cuddles, kisses, passions and someone to lead... Take your ladies hand and always be willing to guide.. Never forget why you fell in love... Your connection may have been ordained from above... Don't let the world shatter a love built on truth because...you stand to lose what was meant for the both of you...
Always try to be the light to others because you may be the last spark to ignite people out of their darkness! Be kind and always come from a place of love! Everyone has some kind of struggle... Please extend your heart and be full of compassion... your smile or your choice of words could bring hope to others...much love from my heart to yours...
"We the people" no longer exist! We live in a nation of people who no longer care for our neighbors and are so consumed and engulfed in our own lives. I am tired of seeing those who are hurting in many different areas of their lives. I have been running into homeless people here in St. Charles county, not by their choice. They have lost their jobs, couldn't afford mortgages and such. I am tired of the judgemental society that we live in...majority of people think that their home, their cars their diamond rings signify their prosperity! I am declaring that prosperity begins with a heart of compassion, generosity and love. Where have all the humble people gone? Why do the majority of people turn their heads as though crisis does not exist and live in a falsified existence? We have created a nation of selfishness! What change can you make in someones life? Be an advocate for "We the people" for a nation built on love! Think about it:)
Your life's mission isn't for others to understand...Today rejoice in the who "I am"... Some will see you for who you are, where as others may believe you are a fraud... Never allow others make you feel alone...your powers come from heavens throne... We are all learning each and everyday...the biggest lessons are to learn...to believe and pray... Some will come as light in the dark...make sure you share yourself with those who have you best interest at heart... Oh my friends be careful of what is in sight... You could be taken down a road that isn't right... Get up and claim your dreams...because without them what does your life mean... If you wish to conquer the world... Get up and do as if there is no tomorrow...if all you desire is to be at ease.. Make sure you spend it i the right company...
To all whom are in despair... Know someone cares... No matter where you are in life... Look around and try to be nice. With all the chaos that is occurring in our world... We all need to come together in prayer. Pray for your enemies and the entire human race... The world that is here may no longer be... If we continue to hate and not live with humility... Love thy neighbor... United we Stand... Truth be told... If you haven't read the Bible..or know Jesus... Now is your chance! Get saved for you do not know the day... I will continue to pray... It's all be written and the mystery is coming alive... When you lay down tonight pray United we stand... We the people need to love God above any man... He taught us " Love"is his greatest command! Much love from my heart to yours.To all whom are in despair... Know someone cares... No matter where you are in life... Look around and try to be nice. With all the chaos that is occurring in our world... We all need to come together in prayer. Pray for your enemies and the entire human race... The world that is here may no longer be... If we continue to hate and not live with humility... Love thy neighbor... United we Stand... Truth be told... If you haven't read the Bible..or know Jesus... Now is your chance! Get saved for you do not know the day... I will continue to pray... It's all be written and the mystery is coming alive... When you lay down tonight pray United we stand... We the people need to love God above any man... He taught us " Love"is his greatest command! Much love from my heart to yours.
I am a lover of life, a giver of hope and see the beauty in things majority of people take for granted. I don't judge... I try to understand people and accept that none of us are perfect. We are all flawed individuals in one fashion or another. I love from my heart, mind and soul and try to grow everyday. Life is so short and we all need to start cherishing the people who love and value us for who we are and who we will become ...tomorrow isn't promised. Spend time with those you love because one day they will be memory and you will wish you would have hugged them one last time...
Always try to be the light to others because you may be the last spark to ignite people out of their darkness! Be kind and always come from a place of love! Everyone has some kind of struggle... Please extend your heart and be full of compassion... your smile or your choice of words could bring hope to others...much love from my heart to yours...
Have you ever wondered why some people cross your path at just the right time or why your connected to others? You may work with 1000 people but very few of them have significance for your journey... Or you just show up at the right time or others do the same. I believe that God speaks through us to others and vise versa. The question is are we willing and open enough to hear the guidance that has been placed right before us or do we chose to turn our cheek to the lessons that are presented to us everyday. Your struggle may be a lesson for yourself or another. The underlying issue at hand is to stop going through life and not seeing beyond yourself but to listen and to love each person as you should. The unity that was shared between the crossing of paths could hold the key to your calling...
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