From the time I was young I learned that people don't stay in our lives very long... We are all strangers passing one another to the next phase of our lives. We are pure energy that can never stop. I have always had premonitions throughout my life; through prophetic dreams. The last dream that came to me over the last month. I told a friend that I needed to reach out to the man who raised me because something was getting ready to happen to Mike and he was dying! I woke on two occasions because Mike came to me in my dreams and told me he was sick. The final dream I had was him hovering over me telling me he loved me and he always had. I found out he had died same evening; the same night he came to me in my dream saying his final goodbye. He  and his wife took me in when my mother had passed away when I was a child at 8 1/2 years old. Mike believed in me more than anyone ever did throughout my life. He showed me that it only takes one person to believe in you and it only takes one person to love you for who you truly are. He believed in me more than I ever did being a child that had been crushed by life circumstances! He pushed me to love myself, he pushed me to want to be better. Mike was the most beautiful man that I have ever known! Mike was kind, loving, generous, funny, intelligent, a provider,stable, hard working, loyal, caring, full of hope, inspirational, the best Father a girl could have in this life. I  only have good words of admiration, emotions and gratitude for all that he was in my life. He gave me hope when I was broken as a child... He restored  me after all of these years! Mike came to me in my dream to remind me that I have not been living they way he had taught me to live out my life.  I forgot who I was and he reminded me of who I was... and who I am! He came to me in his energy form to make me wake up to what I had forgotten. This connection reminded me that God has always been right here and has given me visions for all of my life.  I ran from my calling to fit into places where I did not belong... When Mike was leaving this Earth he came back to touch my heart, mind and soul one last time! I finally have been awoken to let everything go! Everything in life does not matter unless it is done with full truth, love and light... We come here to learn, to grow, to heal, forgive and pass through each others lives to teach us the most valuable life lesson.... What is truly means to love and to be an Angel in other's lives... God and Mike taught me how to obtain my wings!  Dear Heavenly Father"s .... I now see what it all truly means..(. Rip Michael Edwin Deming; May 29, 1947 - September 22, 2021... You will always be the light that paved my way... I went down so many broken roads because I  got lost without you always encouraging my days! ) Remember we can never undo what we have done... things come and go but some memories and dreams never go away! Love like there is no tomorrow sounds cliche but this is the truth! Each day is only a day! We never know how long we are here to stay.... One day we will all fly away....to a  place where our energy roams.... throughout the Universe until we are called home!

There is something very magical about finding balance and not resisting the changes that come your way.  Through the process of discovery you no longer recoil in the past moments that didn't produce growth. You go with the flow and no longer resist what is to come.  Life is amazing when you start connecting the dots and see with your eyes wide open. Open your arms and put your hands in the air and be thankful for the inner peace you keep striving for each day. If people, places or things don't align with your values you have no choice but to leave those things behind. Pick up a paint brush and start with a fresh new canvass! You are full of bright colors so splash that light from your soul onto that brush and start creating! Only you can create what is in your heart, mind and soul! much love from my heart to yours!