Life is as precious as gold...one day it will slip away and you'll wonder where did the time go... My father taught me to follow Christ...to him I owe my very life. I read the letters that he sent to me over the years...I'm overwhelmed with emotions filled with joy and tears... Many mistakes and lessons still to be learned... My oh my if I could go back and change things... I would... My greatest joys in this life have been my four children who were in my womb...Jessica, Jacob, Chloe and Chase... I will die knowing not one of you were ever a mistake. I pray one day all the lessons I've learned and the wisdom I have will guide you all to a divine way of life... The very breath that I inhale at this moment...I do it for each and all of you... One day when you are parents... You will understand... A sacrifice is all in God's plan... You will do things out of the abundance of love... You give up praise to the heavenly realm...The most beautiful gift a mother will ever have is feeling life inside of her that no man will ever understand...See my children when your happy, sad or overwhelmed with emotions... My heart is connected to your very beat.. You all are the closest to heaven I feel in retreat... Carry on and live life with joy...forever my baby girls and my two boys... You all are what gives meaning to this world...