The last couple of years have been amazing sitting in the silence and only hearing the things I choose to hear. I have sat many times drowning out the echo's of the chaotic noise from past experiences and relationships, The peoples voices that had no baring on who I ever was or meant to be in the life.  I have met some charming people and not so charming to say the least. The best part of sitting in the silence was understanding that the rhythms and tunes that other people played with their instruments; were never supposed to be a part of my dance or my song.
The melodies that I listen to are so beautiful... The beautiful words that are sung, the children's laughter's, The questions from my children asking for my guidance and wisdom. I love hearing the voices of my children; that remind me daily what it was all for. I watch my youngest daughter chasing her dreams and making a difference for the Kingdom of God, my youngest son falling in love and chasing the life of Christ and my eldest daughter pouring the love among the animal kingdom. Even the kindness that is coming from my mentally challenged son. I have sat back in the silence and have watched my children turn into such amazing beings in the life. 
The words I spoke to them echo back to me when they call and thank me for helping mold them into the beautiful beings they are in this life. I see them all chase their dreams, their hearts are full of abundance and filled with so much beauty and love. I have always said If I have done anything right in this world it was being a Mother. I know that the world is a better place knowing that they each are bringing hope unto other souls and not just mine. 
Being a mother... you can only claim that you did your part if you were guiding them to the right ways in the life. Teaching them morals and teaching them not to take nothing out of selfish gain. To have a charitable heart, loving, kind, generous, spread joy, faith, hope and goodness. Never to hurt another soul and to help others when you can.
The silence I have heard has been the most beautiful sounds that I have heard in quite sometime. The whispers of the words, the smiling eyes and faces have been amazing. Every day knowing that I did right by all of my children and they honor me for all I have been in their lives. It wasn't always easy but as a mother we have to set an example of what to be and what no to be. I have always been honest about who I am, what I have gone through and what I have overcome in the life to be everything that I am.  I have been thanked for showing them that a heart of compassion is what really makes life have meaning... no amount of money could ever replace the value of my children for they are my treasures.... be an example of what truth; truly means .... much love from my heart to all of yours...

In all the world there is nothing better in the peace of the daily grind. When there is understanding in the Universe, life and what it means to just be. Being nothing other than yourself... nothing to hide, accepting life as it comes and understanding that nothing is in our control. We can not control anything... not the weather, not people... not what happens to us through out our lives.
What we do have control over is our own time...outside of the daily grinds and the who, what and how we allow time to monopolize our lives. I am so very thankful for the time I have had on this planet and all of the learning and teachings that has come upon my way. I have learned so much about the human experience and the souls that I encounter on a daily basis... There are so many dark parts of the human existence and there are also so many light parts of the human heart.
The process of learning this divination has taken a lot of time and through experiences to truly understand. A person that truly wants to heal and to understand what it means to clean up the shattered parts of themselves has to learn through time what brought us all to today. If people go along in this life not looking and searching within themselves; we will not be accountable or ever truly know who we are in this space in time. They say all we have is time... but the truth is you don't know how much time you; yourself have... For the wrongs and the rights we all make... we as a societal whole need to delve into what our time truly means... use it wisely and make sure it is used for the betterment of humanity.... much love from my heart to all of yours....